18 is 1 large number.
I noticed that I haven’t posted a blog for about a month, so I figured tonight would be a good night, if any, to post something. Just some words to describe how I’m feeling, being a legal adult now. And how do I feel?
Nothing. Not a bad nothing, like, apathy or anything. Not a good nothing, like relief. Just, nothing. This sort of worries me, because I know that this is the 1st of two birthday to end all birthdays (my 21st birthday being the end all/be all of important birthdays).
Eighteen is such an important age, and yet I feel like today just came and went without a blip on the map. I wish I could feel more, you know? Or at least have somebody tell me that they felt the same way toward this major event.
Maybe when I buy my first scratch card, then I’ll feel it, but right now, today’s just another day.
